i am emotionally fraying a bit right now and i need to take a moment and catch my breath, but i can't. i have to be with present with these people and give them access to my heart and watch my tongue and agree to disagree and make up a viola part and love them love them love them. and i do! i love them already, so much so that it catches me completely off guard, and i feel God working to bind us together in a new way.
but i'm just so tired. and i'm afraid i'll unravel completely.